Very x 2 REGRET
Posted on September 19, 2008, under Personal.
The WL mention; resources: http://profiles.friendster.com/aloonyong
As I had mention on the other day’s post, there will be a newcomer, Wee Loon from 4 SC 2 joining our Physics tuition lesson on every Friday. Actually all my tuition mates are very strange to him including me cuz we’re not quite actually very close cuz we’re not in the same class except Js who tuition, work with him before and …. I can say Js the one and only close to him and he was recommended him for joining in. We’re all agree but frankly I got some worried for:
1) I’m not sure whether we can really getting know each other well
2) I don know how to express and starting to chat with him because he like to talk to Js.
3) We may feel awkward when start knowing.
Anyway, at last I still think that if the person wants to come and join us then let him be but on yesterday I just tell the Js what that I scared with. He knows what inconvenience and problem having between two of us and right on that day he sms WL that hope he can ask other friends for having his lunch and later meet at 2.10p.m. in the school. This make me very guilty and felt bad cuz just abandoned him and realise that we will still be classmate in future and how can we do that. Later I told Js to talk to WL for having lunch together this afternoon but Js maybe scared to talk to him. So he talk to him and WL didn’t shown up that afternoon and he meet together at time about 2.00p.m. WL and I were not speak even one word when we were walking to the teacher’s house until the end of the lesson. I’m now very regret for doing this but I have no choice and idea because I don’t get any chance to speak with him cuz teacher was teaching. Another thing is when I passed the exer paper that teacher given I got pass to WL but he just so gentlemen and pass to all the girls until he don get one for himself. I didn’t realise it and he didn’t say to me he did not have the the exer paper and just making an awkward face. Very sorry to him and this incident was told by my other classmates when he’s back. Right on this post, I would like to express my apologise to him due to this embarrassed incident. I’ll ‘upgrade’ myself for better attitude and try to communicate to him as possible as I can for not repeating this thing again. I still trying for better solution in the relationship between me and him. Hai..

